"The Weeping Room - Pathway to
Strategy"
By Jennifer Miller
One day as I was in prayer the Lord began to
open up my eyes to a spiritual encounter. I saw myself being taken up to
heaven. Before me I saw a huge house with many rooms. I knew instantly that this
was the 'Father's House'. I could feel the love of the father drawing me in, so
I began to run as fast as I could to enter the house. As I entered, the Lord
walked with me through many rooms, each one packed with spiritual meaning.
He quietly invited me to follow Him into the most beautiful room in the whole
house - the intimacy room. It was absolutely extravagant and beautiful. Upon
entering the room, I was overwhelmed with love and wanted to stay there
forever. In the Spirit I could hear other people (other believers) in all the
different rooms of the house. Some were studying books in the library; others
were becoming intoxicated in the spiritual wine cellar. I was somewhat
surprised that everyone wasn't in the intimacy room since it was the most beautiful
room in the whole house.
The Weeping Room
As I was admiring this intimacy chamber, I noticed a little wooden hatch door
on the floor adjacent to the bed. It seemed really odd to me, because it wasn't
fancy and hardly seemed to fit with the rest of the
room. I asked the Lord why it was there, and He told me that it led down to
another room in the house. I asked Him why He would put this door so close to
the most beautiful thing in the whole room, the bed. He responded, "I keep
it here, because down there is where I spend most of my time". Instantly
my curiosity was stirred so I asked what was down there. He said it was called
the "Weeping Room".
Although it hardly sounded like a room I wanted to be in, there was a cry in my
heart that said that if that is where the Lord spends His time, then that is
where I want to go. I asked Him if I could go down there with Him, and He
responded "Very few will choose to go down there, it's not extravagant
like this room, it's lonely, it's not comfortable, and you have to get very low
to fit through the door." I told Him that I didn't care what the
conditions would be like; I just really wanted to be wherever He was.
So we opened the little hatch door and began to slowly climb down a dark
staircase until we came upon the tiny room. I had to get on my knees to fit
through the door because it was so small. As we entered the room it was very
simple. All it consisted of was a small wooden chair. One of the walls had a
small window in it. The Lord took His seat on the chair and turned His face to
look out the window. Instantly I became aware of why this room was called the
weeping room.
You Could Hear Every Cry
As you looked out the window - you could see and hear every single cry coming
from people on the earth. You could see every single act of injustice all at
the same time. Every starving child crying out to God, every woman being raped,
every moan of the rejected ... you could hear every prayer, every cry all at
the same time. The Lord sat in His chair and watched and heard it all.
At once I was overwhelmed with intercession and began to weep. I wept for
hours. I wept for those who were hurting, but even more - I was undone by this
beautiful King who would choose to spend His time in this place; This King who
paid such attention to every cry and who was so full of compassion. As I sat
and wept with the Lord, I began to 'feel' His heart-and all my selfish ambition
began to fade away
While we were in that place I noticed that there was
another door in the weeping room. I asked the Lord what was behind that door
and He told me that was where the 'Strategy Room' was. As He said those words,
instantly in my spirit I knew in that room divine strategy for end-time revival
was available. Although the door was still closed, I recognized that Wisdom and
Revelation where in there.
Divine Strategy Room
Heavenly blueprints were laid out to see the fulfillment of His kingdom coming
to earth from that room. It was like the hidden room that everybody searches
for. Everyone longs to have divine strategy. I immediately asked if I could go
in there and the Lord soberly told me that I didn't 'fit through the door'. I
instantly understood that I had to spend time in the weeping room. As I began
to really apprehend the heart of God for the poor and the broken, then issues
of my soulish nature would be stripped away until I
would become small enough to fit through the door.
At that moment everything became clear. This was the only way to access divine
strategy. From the place of intimacy God invites us in to a deeper level - He
beckons us into the weeping room-a place where we choose to see what He sees
and feel what He feels. And as we spend time getting the heart of God, things
of our flesh begin to be stripped away until we are small enough to fit through
the door that leads to the strategy room.
I had this encounter over two years ago but I believe that God is now moving
many in the church from the place of intimacy into weeping. This will lead them
into the strategy room. In actuality, you never have to leave the intimacy
room; you just discover the deeper levels. Many have already surrendered
themselves to the weeping room and extravagantly pursued the heart of God for
the broken- they are now being invited into the strategy room.
Invitation to Divine
Strategy
I had another encounter a little over a year ago in which I heard a loud voice
say, "It's Time!" and in the Spirit I saw the strategy room door
swing open. God is inviting us into divine strategy that will release a global
harvest of souls, and establish the revelation of His kingdom on earth through
overcoming saints.
I believe that as we enter the "strategy room," we will be compelled
and moved by what we have seen and felt in the weeping room. I have a sense
that some have gone before us into the strategy room. Unfortunately, most
quickly forgot what the strategy was for and used it to build their own kingdom. (Haggai 1:3-7) God is in the process of raising up a whole company of believers who are repulsed at
the idea of building their own kingdom. This company will have their hearts
truly branded with passion and compassion. These are the ones that God is
looking to release into the strategy room. "It's Time!"